Who should I get together with?

It been so long that I stop blogging...

Let's the story begin again from the lonely night. I was been attached for so long and never got the time to think about this question.

"Who should I get together with? Who will be my soul mate? Was she really exist?"
This question pop up on my mind in this lonely season.

I puay paiseh to admit that I have minimum charm that at least kept me being attached for so many years (10 years) without stop in between. Been break up, new relationship, initimate, quarrel, break up again. Different kinda gal give me a different experiences, but stupid thing was better end for me (I dump the gal) when I don't utilised "previous" love experiences; Opposite (I get dump) when I put effort & time. Sounds very sarcastic right? Whether this consider retribution or human nature, Free is good but no value & Expensive is bad but good to keep. People's always go for a better prospect when already owned something. This was inharited in me too. When someone treat me good, oh ya.. I deserve it, since I Used to treat them good. I getting too much pampered & let go a 7 years relationship to let her realize that relationship was 2 party involved. I finally got the feeling to settle down, she left...

It's easy target for me to get new flings around the people I know, which I understand I am a bit cunning (haha). I know to utilised my ability to let feel good to me (at least can break the ice)... and continue with more initimate relationship. For those guy's that never have gal fren before, the thing you need just thick skin. Courage is to propose & if u want to settle down (which is not necessary). Take it easy and don't do it so seriously, this hooked up their attentions. "Do" whatever u can when with her, most of the gal will accept when you go with the flow. Hook up, initimate, quarrel & break up... the routine continue again...

Being quite bored on this, although have tried different girls (not lup sup gal). In the end, I just need a person that can understand each other & live a simple life (Of cos I will make it interesting too). I am beginning of 80's and now was the year for 90's new generation... should I go ahead with the little gal or ladies that around my age? Foreign lady will be more sweet then local (physically they have nice XX)... what guy's need for love? Other then sex? I actually felt that everything was equally important, this is what love for what. Agree with me (for man) guy's need sex to maintain, if the gal don't give it to u.. they will give other's anyway (this is reality). Ofcos, do prepare to take responsible for ur leisure.

My current situation... was taggling around few gals. I need to defend that I am not flirting but also not officially accepted from each party. For novel reader's, I know u r waiting for this part. Let me describe on the first gal... a cheerful and serious gal, strong ability in work which having good prospect in her career, smart thoughtful, been hurt by previous relationship (Mostly due do she was a bit too chubby last time). She is my classmate but not very close during school time. We called her "Sexy lips". Haha, which she do have ;). We chatted a lot on inner story, past relationship etc...which makes us closer. Just abit unpredictable from her that she expected me alot & demanding me to do something. But I failed her purposely... bastard character from me, cos she really a nice gal. So in my "testing" period... did not hv any initimate action towards her (suddenly I felt I am so Holy). But day to day, let me see how it goes. ...Need to leave now..

To Be Continue on Part 2....
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