Fate or man made? A cross on the diary.

Just write a short 1 today, so hope can make it short and sweet.

As a day before holiday. I get an invitation for an movie. (As I wrote in 1st post those gals). People just like to go out before any festival.

I was happy that can go out with the people I admire for more then 5 years (Maybe I will wrote her story some other day). Maybe the invitation was given by the other 1. But the reason sufficient enough to cancel off all my plan tonight and go for a movie.

As we watched the movie, "Alvin the Chipmunks". A great movie and an opportunity given by my other friend (male). He sat in between the 2 gals, causes "She" sit right beside me. And ofcos, I was nervous. She was always so daring and I just wish to offer my jacket to her since was so cold in the cinema. .... (Skip the movie part, nth happen in between since I really not dare to do anythings in... ). I was just... nice to watch with her till the show end ( I really gratefull and pray to the god at that moment).

Nervous just keep make me can't perform a normal speaking. But of cos, poor self expression skills and wrong intersecting of the conversations just make a bad ending of this date.

She stayed near me and we got the same idea to getting the train till the end then sit back from the last station. What a nice chance again, but it just took my "thinking" time 40mins to the destination.

I was going to sent her home, when she reach. Her father called and going to fetch her. So I decided just wait with her... the moment I say out that wanna wait she till he father reach. Her old fren"gal" passed by (12:30am - Miracle) and accompany her. What thinking in mind just clear off. My chance to express my real feeling to her need to get cover again.

And she just pass by ( with her father again) and cancel off my sms that to express some of my feeling to her. It was just chilled people heart down.

Some time, fate this kinda things..... Just no way to express by word.

Can't sleep tonight. Any 1 have the same feeling before? Please come and share some thought.